mommarazzi

Middle of the night sex will always be one of my favs, just saying ;)

My little Mr.Independent

My sister being pregnant makes me have baby fever so much worse, holy pink and blue bows!

My niece MAKINLEY and carter at the Easter egg hunt

I suck at frequent updates

Josh & I just went to look at three houses & also at new builds, yikes anxiety setting in, I’m growing up.

Tonight I work late & just walked in at 8 pm, my husband picked up carter, braved giant eagle with a two year old and made homemade chicken cordon bleu, roasted red potatoes in a garlic butter sauce & got me a bottle of sweet red wine :) these are the things that let me know 3 years of marriage down & he still looks for ways to surprise me=love

Setting out a “bunny snack”, for the Easter bunny last night

Literally.
I have excellent oral health (normally)… Never had a cavity or braces (I do have invisalign but it was elective), so last night I’m eating pizza and my back molar breaks, literally a chunk of my tooth:( no pain but I text my boss & co worker that I broke #15 & I’ll need her to look at it tomorrow.

Well you know how they say health professionals are always afraid of the roles reversed, it’s true. In my case I’m not afraid of dental work, I was just worried I would need a crown aka a thousand bucks for a tooth, though very useful god bless it the prices are outrageous. Anyways all fears confirmed my boss tells me I need a crown. Super.

So I go to lunch & eat a frosty because I’m too afraid to chew :/ come back and my boss suggests if I am nervous since I’m a first timer, that I use nitrous oxide (conscious sedation a lot of anxiety ridden or nervous patients use) the benefit is that after flushing with straight oxygen for a few minutes it’s out I your system. I say I’m not interested & after going back and forth a few times my co workers convince me it is amazing and I should just get it. I agree.

First twenty ish minutes of the procedure & everything is normal, make you relax & sorta like you had a drink, I almost enjoyed it. ALMOST.

My boss goes to take my impression for the crown ( you keep your mouth shut for about two minutes) so I was just breathing through my nose & that’s it. Next thing I know there are emt’s all around asking what hospital.

Freaking out. From my side of things I don’t remember much until I remember I couldn’t breathe, just gasping for air, thinking in my head am I dead? Where am I? Am I supposed to be someplace because I don’t feel right.. All the while gasping buy not getting air, then suddenly short gasps & voices ( my boss talking) I hear tapping but no idea what it is ( my boss tapping my face and chest shaking me trying to wake me) then the light (overhead dental light) and jerk to realize I literally can’t breathe and I’m alive, at work, in the dental chair with 8 strangers around me hooking me up to tanks and monitors. The anxiety sets in, I’m alive & I was sure I was dying. Not dying, breathing treatments, oxygen, and violent shakes and then I’m back. Terrified but back

I was taken to st. Ann’s for monitoring & because I was unconscious, however the beauty of n2o as I said before is once you get straight oxygen in your system, the nitrous is out.

After being let go from the hospital, my boss gave me her side, she said I was taking deep breaths through my nose and the. Nothing and my eyes became ” fixed” and wide open & began rolling back ( I thought my eyes were shut ) and then I was gasping for air like I couldn’t breathe, then she started shaking me and tapping my face, she said my face went from flushed to white & as soon as she realized what was happening the shut off the nitrous and just flushed put oxygen, which is when I began coming too. Thank god she realized otherwise there could have been significant damage or worse. The hospital basically informed me to not use nitrous(obviously) & watch for signs of anything. I feel normal other than a sore chest and throbbing headache, considering the alternative,I’ll take being at my parents with a headache.

The only good thing, I got my co- worker one of the fire dept. guys’ numbers & they visited us later while we were waiting to be discharged for a few minutes to shoot the bull, at which point I told one of them there driving sucked, but I forgave him ;)

I went a little crazy shopping for items to fill his Easter basket with & I’m sure some of it won’t fit, this week I’ll be making cuts for the basket & the i’ll post, in case anyone is looking for fun toddler Easter basket fillers :)